Tuesday, August 31, 2010


I get so frustrated at home when I am not feeling well because I feel I have no respect with the kids and even my husband. I busted my but all day Friday to clean the house and then I got really sick. I have fibromyalga and I got the flu on top of that. While I was in bed all weekend they destroyed the whole house. I do not get it how do they do it in a day and then let it go until I am better then I have to do it all over. I can not stand it. I wish just for once they could feel the pain it puts me in and I just have to deal with it because there is really nothing I can do for it unless I want to live in bed. I go every day in pain and I have a high pain tolerance and a tolerance to pain medication. I am so tired of being and dealing with this pain everyday.

Another frustration is there is a doctor in Pa. that for the last say over 10 year has been one giving saline in place of every shot he has ever given and second has been molesting children and there is over a 1000. This has hit home because one of my husbands coworkers has been taking there kids there for the last 3 year and yes there kids were in the batch that were. There is so much evidence on this guy but because when they did the search of the property he is saying the warent did not cover one of the buildings they searched and for that the evidence. Also he has practiced all over the US





Tuesday, August 24, 2010

My week and a 1/2 + more

For the last week and a half I have been getting ready for my daughter and son to go to school. Faith started on Monday and Tristan starts kindergarten on Thursday just for one day. He will start normal K on Monday. I was fine when Faith started school because she was and still is a handful and was so ready for that break during the week. Tristan on the other hand is the total opposite.  I think this time him starting school is going to hit me hard. He has been home alone with me from a year old.

I have been trying to get my house clean for a little over a week now and it seems like it takes me so long to do anything now. My house is only one level with 3 small bedrooms a tiny living room that is suppose to be a living room slash dining room but I do not know how you can get more than 2 couches in there and still be room for a dining room. and a tiny kitchen. This is what the government gives us to live in (For people who have been in the military for over 17 years). It kills me because they have given people that have just got in with a family brand new houses that are four times the room I have because its a ploy to get them to stay in longer. Back to the cleaning it takes me so long these because of the fibromyalgia. I am in so much pain or not even able to get out of the bed, also my friend had to go in for emergency surgery and I have had her 4 kids for the last week (there ages are from 1-7).

I need a vacation from everything because I am so burnt out. I want to go back to my friends house in Canada and stay with him for two weeks. I loved it no kids or husband to bother me and no HOUSE to clean. I went and saw him 2 years ago before Halloween. He lives in Calgary. It is beautiful, made me home sick for Washington State. I lived in Washington while I was in Jr. High and again for the last 3 years of being in  the Coast Guard, and another 2 years after I got out. I love Washington I miss the rain and the overcast cool weather.

We are up for new orders this next summer and we are hoping to go to Alaska or Washington. I can't wait and hope we can get one of the 2.

Ok, I am going to log off I need to get my homework done. If not I can ramble for hours.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Fort George Meade (Army Base)

Now Face Book page is violating our civil rights.
For all of you out there that have problems with the Base Command, Security, or Housing I hope you would write you Senators. I have been around the military from the day I took my first breath. My father is a retired Navy LT Commander (MUSTANG), I also served in the Coast Guard, and now I am a Coast Guard Spouse. Never in my whole life have I been on a base with the problems Fort Meade has.
Last winter right after the first storm I had a dear shot 10 yards from my back door. I live on base. The night it happened security told us they did not have the man power to have just one patrol car set and wait for the guy to pick it up. The guy had been out there for the last month before it happened scoping out the area. We had told them that he was going to be back to get the dear that night. The next morning he came around and yes he got the dear. We were not able to get a license plate at the time but we knew the truck. When we finely found the guy they said they did not have anything that they could get the guy on. Come to find out he lived a block over. Because of security's screw up and let me add head of security and the CO of the base said that he was behind security on it I do not know what else to do.
Another incident was a report me and my neighbor filed. One of the people in security called the person and told them word for word what was written. Another case of my civil rights broken. 
I am not even going to get started with housing. I would be here for another hour or two.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010


Wow I have learned a lot this week not only in this class dealing with my blog and with all of linking different I use or go to. I have been working on my other class this week and it is the legal and ethical aspects of the health information professional. I didn't realize when I chose my degree it had to deal with a lot of the different classes I have been in thus far. I am glad though it is keeping me on my feet and I am learning things I probably never would have known otherwise.  

Monday, August 9, 2010

I think I messed up my whole blog lol

I do not know what I did for some reason it is now showing up as ambluesquilts78@gmail.com, before the "am" was not there and I think it has to do with my stupid Droid. While creating this and messing with Gmail, and also trying to change everything from my messed up Droid to the new one I do not know how it was created (I think my husband did it with the Verizon operator). So I am hoping it will show up right for all of you I will go back in and fix it on Kaplan.